pre-sch blues

i'm so emo like right now, cos tomoro morning gotta wake up at like 6plus for 1st day of sch. =( I've been like sleeping at 4-5am during the holidays and so i dunno how i'm gonna be able to force myself to sleep early =/ zzz. My timetable seem quite ok this sem (I was expecting sth worst) budden it still makes me feel dreadful esp those continuous 4 hrs lecture etc make me want to faint la. n den i tink of practicals and exams.. even worst.. i tink i got phobia of studying man, like seriously. I dread those kind of stressful exam days bcos i've always been v last minute kinda person. I dun prioritize stufs and i play before i finish my work. i know that's very very bad haish.. holidays are waaay tooo short for a sem break lor.. it shld have been longer! haish.. n when sch start i can no longer game as much as i want. sigh.. LIFE SUCKS BIG TIME. Damn =(