sometimes life sucks

Sigh.. this sure is one hella hectic sem! Thanks to YOG... all our exams kena pushed up to wk 16. So in about 2 wks time, it wld be finals. Our syllabus is just MAD. There's too much to study. Now i've come to appreciate just wat a knowledge-intensive being a physiotherapist is. Take for example this coming tuesday's CP. It's damn zzz.. nidda memorise all the medicines and all the side effects, all the disease, treatment technique... blood chemistry.. and blah blah blah. I cnnt even do a proper positioning, percussion or vibration lor.. zzz. and hor my auscultation skill is like damn bad. smtimes i dun even noe if i have located the correct lobe of the lungs lor.. then yesterday neurophysio prac was sucky too.. got safety issues.. bt luckily bernadine say she passed me cos i corrected myself upon promptings. And then MS got so many conditions to noe.. so many treatment methods. Anatomy is coming bk to haunt me! My foundation is really weak lor. v jialat. wonder how i wld transform into a real physio in like 2 yrs lor. so much to learn. so much skills to acquire. And we had to be bugged down by useless modules like Stats and Research methods and 3 v stupid projects. -.- zzz. this yr's bdae wld be horrible. cos nxt day is the nightmare paper. tink can just forgo it alrdy lor. =(